move forward...

I figured something out. I really don't know if you read this anymore, I think you do. But it really doesn't matter.

Amy,

I love you more than life itself. But really I am so sorry for not respecting you, for wanting you to love me back that I forgot to love you. I forgot one thing, I want you to be happy. And if you don't want me in your life, but that makes you happy, that makes me happy. I shouldn't be mad if I see you with another man, not at all. I may not have been right for you, may not have been good enough, or just not mature enough at that point in my life. And if there is someone else that is better for you, I want you to be with that person.

I am telling you this, because you will always be apart of me, and apart of my heart, you will never die. I love you, and since I love you more than anything in this world, I also want you to be free. With or without me.

Always and forever,

your friend,

Will

I don't want to be the one to say goodbye
But I will, I will, I will
I don't want to sit on the pavement while you fly
But I will, I will, oh yes I will

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me

I don't want to be the first to let it go
But I know, I know, I know
If you have the last hands that I want to hold
Then I know I've got to let them go

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go
Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

I still feel you on the right side of the bed
And I still feel you in the blankets pulled over my head
But I'm gonna wash away, oh I'm gonna wash away everything til you come home to me

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
In the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back

Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back around
Maybe in the future, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back
The only way to really know is to really let it go

Maybe you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back, you're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me
You're gonna come back to me

For you my dear

I am what ever you need me to be. You'll hunt me, you'll condemn me, sick the dogs on me. Because that's what needs to happen. Because sometimes the truth isn't good enough. Sometimes people deserve more. Sometimes people deserve to have their faith rewarded.

So we'll hunt him, because he can

take it. Because he's not our

hero...

...he's a silent guardian, a watchful

protector... a dark knight.

the world has been flipped up side down. I feel like I am in the black pearl as it is trying to sail to the other side. oh my.

color blind?