Not going to just roll over

I won't lie. I won't turn my back and deny what I am, where I stand, and what has happened. For once, I am as sure as I was 3 years ago. But it's in your hands. I just hope you have the openness to be able to look at both sides, there are two sides to every coin.

scarlett?

Are you doing ok, or are you just expressing yourself with words?

cat and mouse, with a little dance. Oh how I miss the dance. You never did like dancing, but there was a time. Maybe it would be like this today.

Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath.

Bring it on Commodus!

War through deception

I am getting a little tired of this silent war through deception, where in half the players are being played, some of the enemies, unbeknown to them are really friends, and where the handlers are praised as pillars of strength. Oh how very covert this game of life can be.
"באין תחבולות יפול עם, ותשועה ברוב יועץ‎"

nights are getting colder

Fall is around the corner. School, Pumpkin patches, plays, wine festival (Which I think I will be at drill for, grrr) ballon fiesta, first snow, mountains, oh the good time of year. want to join?

influence

I really wonder a deeper meaning about the rise above the influence commercials. Don't you?

Come up to meet you, tell you Im sorry
You dont know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh its such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
Im going back to the start

Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ohh

Conflict

Conflict is as much a part of being human as breathing, but its our understanding of others and respect for them that starts to define maturity.

I have no fear of women

I have met the smartest, greatest, most stubborn of you all. None of you will compare to her. So if you are some middle aged woman that things you will intimidate me, you got nothing on the gooby. And shes hotter than you are hands down any day. Thanks for giving me courage Goob.

...in me

When the Road gets dark, and can hardly see, except for maybe a tiny spark, have a little faith in me. Just let these loving arms throw a spark, have a little faith in me, have a little faith in me.

Kings of Leon

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody

Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody

I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see

I got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
got the answer in your story today
you gave me a sign that didn't feel right

so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before
so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been here before

i just wanted to know if i could go home
been rambling day after day
everyone says they don't know

so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before

i got a notion that says it doesn't feel right
i just wanted to know if i could go home

so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before
so don't knock it, don't knock it, you been there before

After listening to Muse, Kasabian, and portishead....

I have finally come back to a calm after last nights staff meetings, stressing about my real squadron, prepping for a mission this weekend, and life in general.

Where is my Wandering star?

Passive aggressive anger

Sucks. People should just come out and say what they mean face to face. Tired of dealing with (and women are the worst) drama like that, that interferes with my Squadron, My Auxiliary Squadron, and even between people I care about! Grrr.

PS. You know what I am going to say to you.

And I am confusing?

What about saying one thing and doing another? At least I made my decision years ago, and that hasn't changed. I wonder if it ever occurs that way to anyone?

It evaporated

Caring is Creepy

Oh the Shins how I love thee.

Just thinking about ya.

Hope you are doing alright.

I am not a fan of injustice

I am really not a fan of injustice when I want to stand up against it, yet have no legs to stand with.

Her Song

You asked me to write a tune
All about the things that go wrong
And then you asked me to come home soon
To the place where I belong

But you stand on the other side
Of the line in this place
And you can't see me, you are blind
And this you can fake
No, this you can fake.

CHORUS:
And sometimes, sometimes I wanna be
I scream that I wanna be
Anyone but me.

And I don't know if I can write about
Chosen walls and the things you feel
And I don't know if I can sing aloud
Closing doors showing you what's real

But I know when I close my eyes,
Late at night, there's only one thing
The night's shown that she can lie
[?], show me something
Can you show me something

CHORUS

What do you want me to say
All I know is love - it's ok
I'll write what I know
And you do the same
Tell me I'm sane.

CHORUS

No no no no

No amount of Whiskey
No Amount of wine

Not sure what to do from here, where to go. Do you? I still ask for advice.

Amazing

Amazing on how we agree so much, we believe the same things, we care so deep. Yet the hostile posture, we can't over look, we can't get past. Well I am laying down my arms, yes me, the warrior Baby number one. I lay them down, and in that I humbly extend the olive branch. Knowing full well that it will probably not be accepted.

Henri Ducard: "Your compassion is a weakness your enemies will not share."
Bruce Wayne: "That's why it's so important. It separates us from them."
- Batman Begins